I’m so sorry Scotch. You have several chickens who have been there, don’t hesitate to reach out if you need to. Sending you lots of love and hugs.
Thank you all. We know things will be okay again one day. It’s just so hard. We got a second opinion to verify which was not necessary but we’re glad we are very sure. The first appointment was just such a blur and the ultrasound was so incredibly fast. This one was more thorough and checked everything. Going to take misoprostol tonight. Second opinion doctor suggested I wait and see what happens naturally and D&C if needed since it’s so rough to take but emotionally I can’t bear possibly walking around for another 2-3 weeks like this. Ultrasound found no detachment or shedding progress and no spotting. Anyway, I know it’s going to be awful but it will be over eventually. Have tomorrow off work and the weekend to recover. We have help for E and J will be here for me.
I’m sorry, that’s so hard Scotch. I get not wanting to wait and see. It’s mentally just so hard, so I used the misoprostol for my second loss. I found the cramping to be really terrible with it, but heat and Tylenol helped a bit. Thinking of you. Please reach out if you need anything
Many thanks to @Honey @Zombie Llama and the Chickens for the very thoughtful gifts. I’m laying in bed with the rose candle lit, thumbing through the cookbook. Looking forward to the lavender bath products too. Right now I’m focusing on E’s birthday party next weekend but after that I’ve decided to focus on making our home beautiful and experimenting more in the kitchen so it was perfect. This all sucks but it helps a lot knowing people care.
So perfect too. For those who don’t know— “Cherry Bombe”: pretty photos and all recipes by badass ladies.
Finally started bleeding, which is a relief. I just wish it would happen faster. Like is it too much to ask to at least be able to control this of all things? Guarantee it doesn’t all come out and I have to get a D&C anyway. Oh well, one step at a time.
I’m sorry scotch, hopefully this time gets it all. It’s a hard process to go through, physically and emotionally